Studying season over. Hopefully goodbye, DMS

Its a bittersweet feeling that DMS is over, well I honestly pray it is, because, if i remodule, i'll be wasting a whole lot of time. Anyway, this last semester of studying was super hectic, procrastination was the problem. Yx had to teach me until he nearly died (inside) cause I was so annoying. & with my birthday a day before my most unprepared paper, I was surprised by my lovely pluto girl FLF^2  Click the link, cause she blogged about a more in dept post about my surprise (which i've never figured -.-) More on my birthday soon, but yeah, graduating from dms... fulfilling yet what lies ahead of me is scaring me out quite abit. 

Nonetheless, I had the best memories in dms. Got to know amazing people, got to open my eyes to see what part of the world is truly like w some kind of people in class. And, got to learn the lesson of determination & not giving up.

I always bring the cup down bcos the da pao cup is super small ( my theory)

when jeanette came to visit/surprise me on my birthday :)

 & lastly, thank you for teaching me & not giving up on me 

JB Night Market

Harlozzz. So before i go on hiatus cause of exams I shall post again.. about jb! CA Results were much much much better than expected but I feel something could have been done to people who didnt even put in much effort and yet get a good grade, but what to do, life is unfair. wheheheeh so anyway, this is one of the most in depth post about our day trips to jb. 

We left school early (hahaha) because we wanted to catch The Avengers. In the end we caught it at city square. Well, for what we paid, definitely worth it (y) just that their popcorn is not as nice.. But i mean for the price I paid, im satisfied. During the movie, I fell asleep halfway, just like i always do in all these action nonsense shows. I woke up before the movie ended at least. hahaha. I mean from what i watched, it was good, so i guess it was fantastic for everyone else? heh 

(please click pics to enlarge)

Our usual stop @ Aunty Anne's

Our first buy @ the market was the yellow ginger drumstick. 

RM2.50 was worth it, and nth can rlly go wrong with malaysia's chicken cause it's kampong chicken & it megayummy

 Yay I look like a fat pig.

My mum will really love this fish monger..

This is the must try carrot cake. But i'll say the one we had at tebaru was way better :)

Yes, and these are the kind of stalls they have around the market. 

Like zichar style, we dont even have these in sg.

You also get to use the metal tongs to kope what you want into the sliver bowl and then the lady will pack it for you then calculate how much everything costs.

Yx was too amazed by my chicken drumstick that he got a chicken wing this time :p  

The carrot cake we got, but this picture does no justice to how good it tasted

Hello

Whoop~ part of my loots. This time I got loads of stuff for my sisters cause they were down with fever and cough while I was there + I was spending that week with them. 

Got colouring books + stickers at abour RM2 each?  

& this! ehhehe it was so worth it i shan't disclose the price :p

Didnt get much groceries like my yakult cause we walked for quite awhile at the market. 

hehehehe, so that sums up our May trip to jb!! 

Seems like we've been making a monthly trip there :o

Goodbye for now :>

Just a wee bit more till sem 5 ends

YAYYYY ITS JUST EXAMS LEFT. 

All done with CA including all the presentations, though Macro presentation was quite screwed up today :/ ahhh but well.. its over. Sorry yaoxian ):

Quite behind my study schedule because this whole week i do nothing but babysit the sisters at home. Even right now, im at the dining table hearing the older one cry because i forced her to do work that she didnt complete during the day. Tsk extremely smart in lying her way through. But it's been a bliss spending the last 4 days here :) Mummy's in Spain now & she'll be back on tues with yummy goodies for us ^^ ehehehe

So here's what has been happening for the past 2 weeks ^^

Finally caught up with bestie after nearly a month! we had sushi tei for dinner and also waited for swing chairs at coldrock! yayyy cause i was dying to sit on it :) had great htht time with beabea too. Love my bestie x 328432943090303000943943999999infinity 

As usual, visiting my getting naughtier sisters.

hello my laughing pill. you're so funny that i laugh on a daily basis cause of you

ISB presentation day ^^ loved my cwc flounce skirt! 

Thats about it for now, jb pix another time ^^

Have a blessed weekend :*

01:57 frustration

Everything was fine, everything was going just fineeeee~ 

THEN... yx & I had the same feeling that the more we summarise our article, the more we feel its not up to standard, so we've at least changed 3 articles. 

changed mean this - finding an article, summarizing it & then analyzing it. that's called change. 

Yeah so we did that 3 times. How is that not frustrating -.-

Oh, and can i say 2nd May is a disgusting date with disgusting memories of a disgusting person.
#rageover

Little ones turn 3

Wahhhh, im not used to the new way blogger looks. For awhile I was like... erm whatz happening -.-!!

Pace of submissions have been going fine. Just fine, but quite glad that we managed to clear everything by tonight. Only left with macro submission, therefore im playing the procrastinating game still. Im supposed to finish it tonight though. & ISB presentation on thurs. 2nd last presentation of DMS!!! Yesssss :> :> Cant believe graduation is sooooo soon. Thank God for seeing me through the last 13 months

Anyway, today the 2 little ones turn 3. How fast time flies, I still remember 3 years ago they were such tiny little babies just learning to blabber and chuckle. Now they can have a conversation with me, talking non stop and telling me about what they'll do when they wake up. like brushing teeth, bathing, then wear their shoes and sit on the car seat in mummy's car. Amazing isn't it. 

Was supposed to have a bigbig party for them at One Degree 15 @ Keppel but it was fully book. So we'll be having Rei's 8th there instead. That place is such beauty! Cant wait for Aug (only this part, not the uol part) So yeah, it was a small affair @ grandma's :) We didnt even get to take family pictures cause they were too excited with the cake. But yeah, meimei nearly burnt her hair while blowing the candles. So funny!! before we could sing, they started poking their fingers into the beautiful cake. 

Anyway, this is the $133 cake i hunted for, for 1.5months ^^!! its quite cute right, they were both so fascinated, so was Rei. & Rei is gonna get the $450 castle cake for her 8th birthday.

Went home, and headed out to CCAB to run actually take pics. I was wearing my dress & it was crazily hot! Quite happy with today's set of pictures, even though still trying to figure out the new cam :)

Thank God for the beauty of these 2 darlings + Rei. 

They've turned my life around, and made me see things differently. 

So, 1 month till i turn 19. Im really dreading it. &13 months till i turn 20. 

That is a super duper horrifying number, SERIOUSLY. 

Identity.

I guess going for TSS when not serving is a good idea sometimes :) thankful for such a beautiful saturday. Thankful how I got to meet my new coursemate, Ronda Tan & talk nonsense with her && also invade shrubs's LT and scream like crazy people + embarrassing him :p The rain wasn't very light today, but thank God it went down by the time we reached town :) Went to Bible House with Ronda. Something new!

Sermon was about identity today, kinda left me in a lot of thought. Sometimes I wonder if im being someone im expected of being. Like sometimes i'm 'this-person' because of an expectation on me. I think that's why i've been so quiet the whole evening during dinner. I've far too much to rant in this blog post. 

I think also come to a point that i've accepted the loss of 2 friends this year. Carla & Devy. Funny how both of them are similar and not in a few ways. Honestly, I've fought hard, I've tried my best you know. Not everyone knows, people close to me do. Jeanette knows. Yaoxian knows. God knows. My heart knows. I've given more than 100% of myself to both of them. You know it's like when someone walks out of your life, you can't really do anything to stop them? Yeah, I guess i've let them all go. So.. yes 2 friends down. But im sure i've enough :)

All these has taught me to appreciate the people around me like people who have been truly standing alongside with me like yx, nette, jo, sam & bea :) such precious darlings they are.

My heart is overwhelmed, i don't think in a good way. But it would get better soon, im sure. 

I hold onto the strength i have in Christ. 

We all go through seasons, its my down season now. Rushing CAs, meeting deadlines. 

thankfully yx is being really extremely helpful for ISB. 

He's doing all the web design, the rest of us just researches. 

*picture updates in another post, not tonight :) 

You've conquered the grave

Visited Great grandparents & granddad's resting place this morning to pay our respects. Trying to hold back tears, remembering the months he was fighting for his life. But I know you're in a better place, dancing with the Lord waiting for the rest of us to join in the heavenly feast in heaven :)

Strange that we didnt managed to go to church for Easter service, but its all in the heart. School's in, not out. This sem's tough, yeah I say that every sem. Its my last semester & it has been one year. One year doing all these, one year seeing people come and go, one year working with people who don't do work, one year wouldn't have passed without the strength God has given me. Last sem, last lap for DMS at least. Then, I really need to give myself a good good break before I literally give my life to school (best example? Isaac) Hahha, UOL like really no life. Oh well, I know I run this race with Him beside me.

Let's get the assignments going~