I think today really gave me alot of encouragement for the past weeks and it was really unexpected cause, i've no idea what sermon was going to be about. But, i've learnt, Our God is a God of pain, His act on the cross demonstrates that and He completely understands it more than any human being can ever. Its so hard to accept it. Also, this week I can really feel what God's trying to say. By meeting up with people, fb msges, texts, small chats, today was just like everything chopped, sealed and approved by God. Like an affirmation. Service was put in a way of sharing > worship > misc. & response time was amazing.
I could finally pray with a very dear friend that i trust, have gone through so much tgth & she has been there through the past week of my crazy emotions, a side she has never seen from me before. & Im so blessed that God has blessed me with the people around me to give me that tint of reason to be smiling. Today wasn't something i foresaw, I think it was God-given. Wholly, entirely surrendered that heavy burden in my heart to the Lord - cause He's the one that knows the pain of your heart & He pours out this love for all of us that we can never find in any being. I've been running spiritually dry recently but I know, I've a faithful God, I know that, He takes away all the pain in my heart and fills it with His love.
Though im self-stressing (yeah im mad) I know that at the end of the day, everything would be alright & He'd take control. Im thankful :)
#thankful&blessed
