18th w the family (I)

Just gotta say I've been truly blessed by such a loving family, which never fails to shower me with so much love and care. Probably a benefit being the oldest child in the family. Super loved by such a family! :)

Sunday! We had dinner @ Lawrys. Ahhh, never fail to love going there! It just the hurt parting with the money! :) The day began really well. Dad had planned the surprise well and good. By forcing me to the other car, I didnt know what my present was! & They came into the restaurant empty handed -.- Wow la, really wow. Then, aft that, Aunty went off to 'go to the toilet' & brought a GNC bag for me. Dad said he bought vitamins for me. So I just left them behind my chair! & he told me to check out what vitamins he got me and... tadangzzz!!

Oh such beauty, and like this year i've got 2 cross pendants for my birthday this year! 

& here are pictures from dinner! :) After dinner Lawry's staff surprised with a strawberry cake like pudding for me ;) & like its strawberrrrrrrryyyy & they also did this photo frame like thingy for us ;)

Truly a blessed dinner & having wine with daddy for the first time was awesome (Y)

Blessed :)

Hahaha, i realised we all look damn cute in the pic laaaa ;D

Cute-ness runs in the family. ;)

The Party~

It was truly memorable :)

Jeanette came over like around 2, we talked rubbish (whats new) & she showed me the video that Devy & her did tgth. & srsly, wts, Devy met beatrice!! Hahhaha, I still cant believe it. But, honestly, Thank you both especially for  spending $51.30 sitting down at Starbucks and doing things behind me back which is truly, unbelievable!! :O yes, but thank you :) & those who have been part of the videoooo. You guys give me the reason to smile everyday, really.

& @ 3pm. Grandma's friend came with a basket of 18th roses and a few catered dishes. Its a long story but, i was srsly damnnnn touched ): Like, A BASKET OF 18 FLOWERS!?!?!! :/ But it did make me really really happy.

People started coming around 730. Ah, stc girls what, always take their own sweet time right :D but yeah, then we had dinner and all. Ezra came to surprise me!! Cause he was supposed to go for go4th & it was really good seeing him, even though he's surrounded by girls. So spent sometime w them and then Charm had to go. & Ezra was left kinda alone w the girls. BUT THANK GOD SHENGWEI CAME!! If he didnt, I would have felt damn bad la. But anyway, Shengwei, bestie & cass came late BUT was damn happy to see them 3. They kept insisting I shouldnt light my own cake! How sweet laaaa ♥ 

& I got cake smashed ): Bestie and gang's smart ideas la. Srslyzzzz. Haahaha. But anyway, it was a really good party with a bunch of really dear and true friends that I have & I love them all sooooo much really :)

We had some vodka too! Hahhaha, legal legal legal (Y) 

Jeanette stayed the night & I swear, she's mad. First, she ask me for potato salad at 1am -.- & then she asked me for a vacuum cleaner at 130am -.- This is Yeap Shu Jing for you. But yup, we were talking rubbish for nearly 1 hour. I was sleep talking to her already & I was like okay lets sleep. & we slept at 4am -__- & The next crazy thing she did, at 1230 when she woke up. She just went : OMG OMG OMG OMG. I was awake and she wasnt awake yet. The next thing I knew she was like, crazy?

We had an awesome night though ;) Had lunch tgth & went off to yw to meet shrubby :)

So since Crystal has uploaded the pixxxx. But bestie hasnt. Here are the pictures from Crystal !! :D

 

















Hahhahaha, look @ nette and I in these two pixxx ^






Skysky :)



The piano barely gets touched! & They both play damn well la !!











Such simple but beautiful cake ;)





Dearest bestie lighting the candles for me ;) Such a loving bestieeeee!!





I looked so !?!?!








See how much she loves me!!! :OOOO



Moreno bungzzzz :) They're a bunch of damn loving and sweet people la ;)





Yup! Thats it for the night. Rest of the pixxxx are w bestie dearest! So today, had ballet & tuition. Off to lawrys for dinner w the family :) Looking forward to some really good beef (Y) Blessed w sucha family.

AND THANK YOU GIRLS+EZRA+SHENGWEI FOR COMING. YOU GUYS ARE REALLY REALLY HOLD A VERY DEAR AND SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART ;) LOVE YOU ALL!

Move On

Seriously. How long have we graduated? I dont understand why can't you just grow up and stop getting sensitive over the slightest thing she does. Hello? You're just mad, you're out of your mind, you're making everyone think you're not at fault at all. But look, things dont go your way okay. Stop acting so childish. Since you've moved on already then why are you still holding on. Why do you need make it seem to others that she's the bad guy? Im sorry, but its already 31st May. It's been 1 year since the drama series ended. I hope you know what day it is and just wake up to reality.

If you're not gonna learn it now, you will just not survive in the world out there. You think everything's about you and no one else. You're backfiring yourself my friend. Stop making such a big fuss over the slightest thing. Im sorry to be so ego here but if you're just filled with jealousy, get it out of you, its not gonna help you recover from this at all. 

& If it was your plan to spoil my day, Im sorry you failed. I had an awesome loving time w my dearest loving friends. Im sorry but i've no time to bother about the stupid things you do and get sensitive about. 

Thats what friends are for

Blessed with such amazing friends

Thank you guys, really!

xxx

3 MORE DAYS

Ahhhh, its kinda weird that im turning 18 in 3 days. Honestly, so many thoughts running through my mind. The people who have stepped into my life and changed me. The people who decided to turn their backs to walk away. The people who decided to stay, and walk this long journey with me. Grateful and thankful for that.

Anyway. Having the birthday party later on! & its srsly gonna be a mad rush day for me ;/ Gotta go get so many things done! Havent even gotten my 'attire' for Sogurt's 1st ): Crazily screwed. And yeah, probably gonna delay the cake collection in the end :/
Shall just let God plan the day for me, and he'll do his amazing work for the day! So.. stay tuned to the party highlights when all the pics are uploaded and all. & Also, Sogurt's 1st & birthday celebrations w mum & dad. Im honestly blessed to have both sides celebrating with me. Something to be grateful about? I love daddy and mummy sooooo much ♥


Gonna head back to my chunk of bizmath.
Have a blessed weekend you all ;)

Counting the blessings

Indeed, God has been really working in my life, doing something small to help me realise big things. This morning, was somehow good that I couldnt get back to bed?

Had a good twitter chat w bestie and shengwei! they're super cute laa

Anyway... daddy also played a part this morning, he texted me a list of expensive restaurants to go to

-.- So I just played along and texted : Why not lets go eat zichar. haahhaha. If you dont get it. Zichar is like eating at those coffee shops with alot of dishes - chinese style! Its good too! But obviously the budget is lower la. & really, grateful for such a daddy who cares and love so much! 

Next, I was completely lost in class today. Ah whats new, greek lessons!! But yx was like looking at my damn blur face copying the answers on the board and kept asking : 'do you get it or not?' & he actually took the time to explain every question to me. & its people like him who really think back and thank God for such wonderful people He has placed in my life!

After school, went grocery shopping w grandma! Seriously, it was a bliss! Being so blessed that my grandma is still around to take care of tim & i. Truly grateful :) and also, we had good talks about the future and all. Well, I really hope she'd be able to see my kids cause I saw the ultimate smile on her face just now when she saw the kid waving to her. Ohhhwell. God will plan & also, thinking of sharing the gospel with her really soon. Cause, the reason why I wasnt that upset aft grandad left was cause he's with a greater person up there! :)

& then went to meet nette who im really blessed with! Who shares the same annoying irritating character as me. She's moving to The Sail for 3 months ): Im gonna die. I cant just like 'eh lets meet' her anytime ): & like srsly gonna miss her annoying me when she's gonna fly to US for her holidays ):

After stc, we went to holland v to sit and get a drink. Super flustered cause I couldnt find where my CA results were posted, but when I found it, I was srsly grateful. Really grateful, I wont say it's the best grade. But for first sem, first ca. I'd say, I gave my best. More can be done, so... STUDYING HARD FOR FINALS. Not my will, but His will ;)

Thats about it for today, I've been truly blessed by such people in my life. I've too many blessings to count today! 

6 MORE DAYS TILL I TURN 18 :O :O :O 

I think about how i've grown, I think about how God didnt give me such a perfect family, yet I could grow into such a girl that glorifies His name 

& this is why, I've made that decision to get confirmed this year! :D

Stc girls + Cousin's Picnic

& Its my secondary school girls that are gonna be with me through every stepping stone, every single special moment of my life ! Whoohoo, all nette & I were talking about bridesmaids and all today! HAHAHHAHA. :) Also, mummy dear called! Hahhaha, it was an amazing short phone conversations about the guy i'll date in the future. Mummy thought I was still seeing Octopus. & thought she saw him. & she got quite upset i didnt update her that Octopus & I were not longer seeing each other. There, the talk went on about the future guy, future one. Ohwell. God will put that someone, somehow :)

Yesterday! The picnic w tiffy was really good :) Doors opened for me to go for ym camp! Super blessed with such a loving and caring cousin really. Well, great time for catching up instead of just talking in church. One God, One family <3

Anyway, today was an amazing day! hehehehe. Our poster got recognized infront of the whole class! Wah, srsly, proud moment!! :D The nights I spend staying up till 3am just to figure Photoshop out (: All paid off! Hehhh. Met nette for some Starbucks after that :D 50% off all frappes ! & it was the last day too! I've to say that the Starbucks at Holland V is srsly damn efficient. We got our drinks within 10mins! Awesome staff! Yeppp.

Studying was a complete fail cause we both ended blabbering about the usual rubbish. Srsly, we've a list of unending bullshit to talk about- all the time :B
Cheers to such an amazing friendship, 5 years on!

She left around 530. And i was left alone >< ehhehehe. so so so so I stonned alone with super overwhelming thoughts in my mind ): poofffzzz.

Bestie time! Wah, seeing her is like... seeing rain in a drought. Havent seen her for so long and like! FINALLY! Brought her to the usual place the cousin's & I have ramen! Had so pretty good jap food ;) hehhh. And we had a whole lot catching up time. & also headed to 313 to get some yogurt.

Omygoodness. Im nearly having yogurt every night. I had Red Mango last night w tiffy & tonight I had Yami. Ommmmmyyyy. Hhahaha, so we sat down and stone and talked and caught up :) Was really good i've to say :* Another cheers to such a long friendship and how we met by the bookshop and go home tgth and all the crazy quarrels we have and go through these 5 years <3

Haahhaa, the unglam fun we have tgth!

Talking to her mum. ahhaha. my mouth damn teenyweeny

AND THATS MY PRETTY BESTIEEEE!

LOVE YOU A MILLION ZILLION BESTIE!!!!

Late@night

Rushing reports. Nothing new to such a night, really.  CA results gonna be out next week. This aftnn, I spent quite alot of time reflecting on these 2 months. Im going crazy. I cant take this workload at all. Srsly, going mad beyond mad already. Well, sometimes I ask myself if im studying hard enough. Gotta say, at least now i dont need to bother about the issues of certain people that i've stopped bothering about them. I help myself focus more on the things I need to settle on my side. Got too many things to think about, things to do. Well, gonna be kept busy till June. So, I wont be updating much. Probably abit here and there?

 Gonna meet the awesome cousin for our mini picnic date later on ! Gonna be quite interesting cause we havent met up for quite awhile, besides church ;) & Getting busy settling the birthday preps and all. Sometimes I wished, some nice soul will help me organize all these. This is when the boyfriend comes in. Hhahaha, okay, not saying anything.

Hmmm, I realised, 16th birthday, single. 18th birthday, single. 21st?

ohwell! :) Im blessed w God's presence! & I've got His abundance joy in me!

Friends for life

Firstly I really need to speak about this picture nette took of me.

Srsly nette. Her caption was like 'this is the glamorous version of it' 

What an ass. 

Okay back to blogging. Havent been feeling well over the weekend. Puked here, puked there. Fever up, fever down. What kept me holding on was text messages/whatsapp's from friends who cared, friends who prayed! & I thank God for all of you! ;) 

It was a pretty tortuous feeling. I had 2hrs of ballet w no water break + feeling fatigue. I was real close to fainting during lesson. I collapsed on the floor straight after lessons ): Badbadbad. Met the ex church mates in town for catch up + study session. Yeah I was sick & still studied in damn cold aircon + forgot about me being sick and ordered my usual vanilla iceblend. Ah, i win hands down. Finished a sandwich too. So that was my meal for sunday. I got home and just laid in bed and fell in and out of sleep till 10. Kinda looked after myself and I got better the next morning. Srsly, thank God!

Had school this morning ;) & we had to write some 'step planning' thing. I chose how to organize a wedding! & my lecturer said: Have you gotten married? You're so experienced! Hahahha, I really wish that day would come somehow? :) But yes, proud of my work! Met nette to go over to btp to print my birthday labels for the candy! & she brought me some of her chocchip pancakes which were damnnn good! Such a loving friend !

This was pure by chance okay!

Dinner @ DTF with the stc girls ;) It was amazingggg. Finally had time to catch up w Wei, Oli & Crystal ! & also, wah srsly, the way guys treat girls. Im in awe. Sometimes, i'd say is it just IJ girls but guys just dont seem to wanna let go of us? Sometimes, Im grateful that im single. Okay, sometimes it isnt that great. But.. it's a journey we all would have to walk! Had some Red Mango & I took the longest time to finish my yogurt. Obviously cause of my condition! Ohwell, slowly recovering ;) 

& this is lovely crystal fully recovered and blessed w some real beautiful baby hair !

Love you girls so much! & I finally know why secsch friends are so damn impt!

Tmr's gonna be a great day w nette again ;) ahhaha srsly, we're obsessed w each other or smth? omg

Ikea for lunch/SB to study and handmade frappes by skysky/Over to The Moreno's 

 

For a friend.

Its been a month, Im not surprised. But with all honesty, why are you still so self centered. Why must you make it seem as if decisions must be made based on you. I dont understand. Sometimes I ask myself why and how we ended up here. Maybe it was for a better good. You dont know how much I suffered under the noses of all your friends. I do miss the times we have together, but i guess.. somethings shouldnt be fixed for the better. Well, maybe this is the most decent closure for us.