Cause He made a way

As I tumblr-ed; today wasn't the best day to start the week with. Having a paper later today and all that fumbling thoughts last night. It was really insanely crazy. I just sat by my table reading the driving course book. which I've never read since I started yup! That's how scared I was, and I was actually trembling while trying to write notes.
I really thank God hmmm, yx was like trying to calm me down non stop :) like he always does, even during the smallest problems! I'm thankful. & people keeping me in their prayers.

Reached BBDC & the rain was really really really heavy. Really pouring so bad that I ran into the school drenched and I caught a cold too -_- and that made my trembling worst. Still v v v v v scared & during my warm up, I couldnt park both vertical and parallel. I mounted the kerb once "." I was just telling myself, k be prepared to fail Esther.... When on the roads I just put my chin on the steering wheel while waiting for the lights to turn green.

I was having this conversation w God.
Oh dear God, why does it need to rain so heavily today. And it's not a drizzle it's POURINGGGG!!!!! & I looked at the skies before going back to the TP's office thinking, let God take control. I CAN'T EVEN CONTROL THE WEATHER! Only He can. And I just kept talking to Him. (it really really helps) & then came the terrifying part. Testees from the prev slot came up and like there was just this massive scolding from like nearly every tester.. It was soooo demoralizing... I just hid my face into my palms.

And, time for test! Really thankful that it was nearly the same as my warm up route (for circuit) and vertical parking was like near perfect. When I parked I was like THANK GOD!!!! Parallel parking wasn't parallel -.- and I rlly couldn't tell why. (& at the moment I thought I was gonna fail) But praise God, went out of the circuit without doing slope nor e brake! And out to the roads. Teck Whye = turn right. Bb = turn left. Instructor was like keep left, turn left. Instantaneously, I was like, wheeeehehehhehehehe hehehee yayeeeee yayeeee.

I was so thankful, so grateful. And it was a pretty good route :) no hazards, not much traffic. & I'm truly blessed, all the time. Through my successes, through my failures, He has a reason for everything.

This's a really long post & I shall be off to my notes once again. But I truly learn today that God is sovereign, God holds me, He holds my life, my plans, my results. & I've to trust in Him :)