Thank God our friendship that grows stronger as each day passes by! Very very very grateful for that - being behind me through every stage of my life, seeing me through my ups and my downs, my tears and laughters. Just everything. Indescribable friendship we have! Another year of friendship!
Jeanette
So what can I say about this girl. Our friendship is mainly defined by: lame/retarded/annoying/nonsense/random/loving/heart2heart
We do have our times of each definition I suppose. One of the closer friends i'll open up to and keep my secrets with! She's been an amazing friend. +1 for staying 2 bus stops + 10mins walk away from me!
Love ittttttttt!
& groups of people im superrrr thankful for
MSN Jesus!
TSS Comm :)
BMC Group!
Family <3
Devy
Skysky!
Thanks for everything in 2011, for once my birthday surprises had you in it.
This friendship will last!
Thanks for everythinggggg :)
Gifford & Jerome
Blessed by you both + Eunice :)
& Im so grateful this friendship still exists!
Girls in the family :)!!!
CANT ASK FOR ANYMORE <3
Yaoxian
Hahhaha, I bet you thought i'd forget you :)
Thank you for being part of my life & being so understanding to my
'childish-ness and bigmouth' and whatever else -.-
Dont wish to ask for more or less, but for everything to remain.
to be continued (live)
PS: your 'think-im-very-handsome-act-cute face isnt working btw'
& to all you people up there, and everywhere.
I'd really not ask for anything more because im already more than blessed :)
There's so much to be grateful for this year. Well definitely there have been both good and bad this year, but I cant be anymore thankful for how 2011 has gone.
Grandad's passing was the first time i've ever experienced loss in the family, taught me a great lesson about appreciating people and how salvation is so important especially the people we love. His passing also brought me back to Wesley, made a really strong community of christian friends which im really grateful for too!
One of them was isaac, and cant really describe how blessed Iam with him! Truly God given, without him I wouldn't have adapted so well to ym and also continuously reminding me to dress modestly! and yes I did dress much more modestly after his constant nagging! He has done so much for me to be grateful about :)
SIM put me in a completely different environment which I was really scared to do anything.
I died during my first term, if yx didnt join the group, I wouldn't have known what to do. End of term 1, only yx and I got promoted to the next term.
I couldn't be anymore thankful for him. We built up our friendship in term 2 where we would play kart rider with a few other friends in class and yx would always force me to school even though I dont have attendance cause i've passed to 30min grace period. & It was all for my own good. Definitely blessed by him cause without him, I would be soooo clueless about bizmatt and bizstats. Note:We were still very good classmates then, now its a different story.
& Also other friends that brought just as much joy to me!
Loved how chey joel devy & i got real close, another stable group of christian friends and truly blessed to have each other around!
Last person for this post is dear thommy!
Well, a long ride we really went for this friendship. Glad things are working out the way it is now cause I cant be anymore grateful for this annoying guy full of nonsense and bullshit and girl issues
Also someone who I can talk to about driving cause we passed everything nearly around the same timing. He actually supposed to complete it earlier but he didnt bring his IC for BTT I remembered -.- But yes, amazing friendship im grateful for. & if we really counted the years we were silent friends. was since 2008. so thats 3 years already!
It was our wish to travel tgth someday! So grateful it came true! He made friends with shengwei and beatrice & we all set off for batam. Definitely an awesome & unforgettable trip!
Aunty Steph's like my godma. Fairy God Mother maybe. She's just so beautifully made in God's image & She watched me grow up since I was 11. I'll never ever stop being thankful for her.
Finally spoke to aunty steph in forever and ever!!!! & was just catching up about life and everything. & Spoke about school and she said one sentence that struck me hard: You stress yourself too much, which is bad. Self inflicted stress. I seriously agree, and all my close friends would.
As the school fees arrive, the timetable's up and everything goes back to the usual 2.5months + 1 week of exams. Its a new start. Second last sem. Second last lap to go. Well, time to focus, i need to mean my words. If you geddittttt.
God's been so amazing, seeing me through each sem. I dont think its completely my capability, but His. I thank You.
OH THANKSGIVING POSTS. Since it has been sitting in my drafts for so long! Time to post it!!! :D soooon
There isnt a routine for Christmas every year. It varies differently I realised. This year, can't be anymore blessed by those around me. Was busy baking and delivering cupcakes. Really went crazy cause on i baked till 230am last night.
Christmas Eve was really.... i dont know? It was raining and I had to deliver cupcakes to nette that day as well. Pleaded for the car but grandma was like saying the floor is wet -___- zzzz. Daddy came by to pass me my christmas present :) & I got to drive to nette's place then dad took the car back!
Headed to town for dinner @ Lawrys with mum. Got some nice Agatha earrings from her :) The 'dog' brand! its sooo adorable :> & she liked her fitflop, though she swore by not to get another pair. Ohwell~
Greeted with flower delivery in the afternoon :)
Flowers really make my heart smile, wished it could last forever!
& daddy brought this over :) Hehehhee, trying to be less materialistic here but, daddy knows me best!
Kept it till christmas morning to open it :)
and
on
christmas
morning....
TIME TO START COLLECTING CHARMSSSS :D
Off to church this morning and yx came along :) He opened his most usable present ever!!!
baking for the past few nights. I hope the cupcakes are edible guys
So I emailed camp comm my testimonial for camp. It was simply breathtaking and amazing. I mean, wow, God's works are truly joy unspeakable!
extracted from the email.
I have been soooooo unwilling to go for camp & wasnt looking forward to camp due to the judgement of others. Someone told me I was shameless to be a leader. I was definitely discouraged and didn't like that my actions/leadership during camp would be judged by the person around me But came the pre camp devotionals, it kinda got my vibe back for camp but it died down before camp. The night before camp, I just prayed (I havent done that in a long time) I had conversations with God- trying to give Him reasons for not going to camp. But He reminded me again, who am I really doing this for? & this teaches me a very important lesson.
So, my camp group was extremely strange cause people will have their own conversations and the rest of the group will just stare blankly. I didnt know what to do -.- I just felt super useless! But as the days passed, we set our goals and our group opened up and shared from the first day! Wowwww. you know how hard it is to share 'what they want to get out of camp' and why!
Each of them had their own personal sharing. I was moved. Moved far beyond what I thought I would! & So the camp went on, and to my surprise, leaders altar calling. Indeed the message was so....? HUHHHHH. But when it came to altar calling, it was like, all the little bits he said came to my mind and it all fitted in.
I have been struggling so much to pretend im fine with all the words/things/comments flying above my head. How people have just based me on the things that this one person said. I didnt want to come for YM because of this, I thought of completely moving to TSS & I was the first person Pst Daniel prayed for. I was blown away. Truly, I dont know how. God? Pst Daniel said: Stop putting those walls infront of you because of what people say, be who you really are. If you are broken, be broken, it doesnt matter. Stop pretending you're okay when you're not. I was just: :O :O :'( :'''''''( He told me, its okay that you're weak. I was just wondering, out of all the other things he can pray about, he prays/tells me this. Its like hitting the nail on the right spot of my heart. In this case, he was really putting a plaster on my heart.
After that, I prayed, people prayed for me. God's people are indeed moving. How imperfect we all are to work for our perfect God. It really refreshed me, and know what im supposed to do.
& on the last night of camp, the energy the Philo's had to continue playing and playing and playing and I could see the spirit of God just moving in all of us. Nothing was hindering anyone! & who can ever make one's tired/restless heart alive and free and energetic again? God!
But look how camp has been planned that Plenary session was about sharing the gospel and how to share it and I never knew LOGOS was doing how to share God in a creative way, and I didnt know what led me to choose that workshop but indeed God has prompted me to be His light at where Iam. Im definitely equipped with what I have to share and how to do it. Though I cant answer some questions, I have learnt that, My actions speak of God's word, through these, they'd come to know and learn about Christ.
I really thank whoever doing the leaders thingy, to not doubt the capability of any leader. When Ben asked me to be a leader, it was my spiritual high of my life. Now, its different, but God really worked the group out, everyone encountered/experienced God. & im glad it happened this way and be part of it.
Thank you for reading through this really wordy testimonial. & thank you all, once again, everyone in YM's leadership, Camp Comm to make this and facilitate in camp. God moved, and He will continue moving in all our lives.
Hope this blesses you, it is definitely a joy to share such an experience! Also, amazing people from the 12 stones ministry put up a wrap up video of camp!
Let our lives be an anthem of Your love
May our actions reflect God's love, where ever and whenever :)
Met up with the stc girls today!!!! Was pretty glad it happened, cause I actually cancelled it. Then there was this urge to meet them... so we met. Like 5 of us! :D Bea came with Shengwei aft we finished dinz. Very encouraged that chloe's very inspired by this blog. Indeed all glory to God. Basil shared the same thoughts! and Im very glad to share this part of my blessed journey.
Back to the gathering, yx came along today ^^ ehehe and he found out alot of things that he didnt know before -.- cheyyyyy.... But it was pretty good, was alright. Walked awhile and they left and we left after that also. Think town's just annoyingly packed that I dont really like staying there. Its only cause I was looking for christmas presents. But in the end got nette a nice starbucks tumbler :) Heehehe, and she got me the mint table talk phone cover that i've been looking for :D happeeeee girl!
Love my stc friends so muchhhhhh! I wont trade any other friendship for these girls! :*
That's all for today! Decided to share my camp testimonial, soon...
& also post the thanksgiving post that has been in my drafts for v long.... ahem ahem where's the video!!
Christmas gets really different every year. Its so strange. This aftnn yx and I were talking about xmas & how we'd run to the christmas tree every christmas morning to find out what our parents bought us (cause it'd be the nicest)
I really miss those days & how the whole family would spend a night, weeks before christmas to set up the tree.
Another updateeeeee; I DIDNT FAIL ANY MODULES THIS SEM.
Really.... how did it even happen. The way I did the paper was just..... pathetic.
I'd say God's grace. I really didnt have the strength to do the papers at all & my constant emotional breakdowns that would always happen... sighhh. That's why, its not my own power but His
& I still remember this was hindering me from focusing during the Night Rally during came. Indeed truly surrendering and realizing that He holds and controls everything in His hands.
