Behind

So many things have been going on, this and that left unanswered, I've no direction at all for the past 2 weeks. Basically, I suspect SIM screwed up my results for my final semester and it has resulted in alot of consequences on my side bcos that means i'll have to postpone uni for a year & that leaves me with 9 months free. Which is good and bad but more bad. Yx & I will probably be separated if that happens.

Anyway, the point is, my heart has not been settled for quite awhile since I've came back from Switzerland. Everything's been just low. Will be seeing my program head on Monday for some meeting regarding this and all I really want is some answers and closure to this. If its my fault, I'll fully take the blame & necessary responsibility. But if it isn't why should I? It really doesn't make sense. I'll blog more about this after Monday where, hopefully SIM can close this case and let me move on.

It sucks to be just waiting there for something to happen, when nothing is. 

Catalyst

Tomorrow determines the rest of my life. Its scaring and haunting me inside, there are so much thoughts deep inside me. & I argue with the One up there. I dont know where is this all going to and where am I heading towards. I just walking, with no direction. 

Where did I go wrong?

Can't I just remain as carefree as I was in this picture? I really wondered why I had to come back to face these nonsense. I've never felt this lost and crumbled for a long time. I wished this whole ordeal would just end now. Its just hurting me so much more than I would have expected it to. After Switzerland, I've to face this. After Phuket, I face round 2. Why.

19th

PICTURE UPDATEEE YAYEEE

Some random day we decided to go to Megumi @ Sunset Way for lunch to redeem our groupon!

It was a good time to get away from the usual school food

& for the price we paid for, their sashimi is pretty fresh and their bento sets are less than $20 with soup & ice cream 

30th May, Jeanette came over to surprise meeee :>!!

Day when I had dinner w mummy at The Wine Company

Belated birthday cele w my dearest darling brothers + eunice.

They're all so wonderful 

The Moreno cousins came to sg!!! So as usual, tried to arrange a meet up with them. Oh thank God it all worked out :) Even though we dont speak the same language, the friendship amongst us is truly beautiful!

Birthday dinner at Hokkaido Sushi Restaurant! We had teppanyaki bcos Daddy knows I love Teppanyaki. The service/ambience was great :) Hehehehe, the bill amounted to $8xx

Family is always ❤

Tuesday was the long awaited birthday dinner with yx at Au Petit Salut @ Dempsey :) 

This secretive person kept our dinner venue from me for soooo long -.-

Guess until i srsly gave up guessing! Had the car for the day and he kept saying I shouldn't let people overtake me & also.. giving me wrong directions!!! -__- 

This was truly the bestest bestest dish of the whole night ^^

I foiled his cake surprise 15 mins before it happened, but bef i foiled it, i was surprised & I cried -.-

I'm blessedddd :)

Im truly grateful & thankful for each & everyone of my friends. 

Even the personal birthday wishes + cards + everything else! There's nothing more I'll ask :)

Studying season over. Hopefully goodbye, DMS

Its a bittersweet feeling that DMS is over, well I honestly pray it is, because, if i remodule, i'll be wasting a whole lot of time. Anyway, this last semester of studying was super hectic, procrastination was the problem. Yx had to teach me until he nearly died (inside) cause I was so annoying. & with my birthday a day before my most unprepared paper, I was surprised by my lovely pluto girl FLF^2  Click the link, cause she blogged about a more in dept post about my surprise (which i've never figured -.-) More on my birthday soon, but yeah, graduating from dms... fulfilling yet what lies ahead of me is scaring me out quite abit. 

Nonetheless, I had the best memories in dms. Got to know amazing people, got to open my eyes to see what part of the world is truly like w some kind of people in class. And, got to learn the lesson of determination & not giving up.

I always bring the cup down bcos the da pao cup is super small ( my theory)

when jeanette came to visit/surprise me on my birthday :)

 & lastly, thank you for teaching me & not giving up on me