Behind

So many things have been going on, this and that left unanswered, I've no direction at all for the past 2 weeks. Basically, I suspect SIM screwed up my results for my final semester and it has resulted in alot of consequences on my side bcos that means i'll have to postpone uni for a year & that leaves me with 9 months free. Which is good and bad but more bad. Yx & I will probably be separated if that happens.

Anyway, the point is, my heart has not been settled for quite awhile since I've came back from Switzerland. Everything's been just low. Will be seeing my program head on Monday for some meeting regarding this and all I really want is some answers and closure to this. If its my fault, I'll fully take the blame & necessary responsibility. But if it isn't why should I? It really doesn't make sense. I'll blog more about this after Monday where, hopefully SIM can close this case and let me move on.

It sucks to be just waiting there for something to happen, when nothing is.