Then, I thought, im leaving in a day & how on earth am i supposed to survive without a phone while being away from sg cause ill need to contact Devy before I leave to go over. I was just overwhelmed by what happened. & I was like settling my thoughts. Okay, so my phone died while playing JBTC, so what is He trying to say to me? After having lunch and settling down aft this bad morning, I realised that God was truly teaching me what surrendering is. & He knows my heart the best. & He knows that my phone is nearly the most valuable material thing to me, presently.
Last night's sermon left me in thoughts that just kept on coming till 3am. & Pst Bryan spoke about how, we should give up all our material things and let God take control. Let Him take His place, in that area in our lives. This situation came in really apt. I didnt know how to thank God for this situation but I just kept reminding myself, His will or mine?
It wasnt easy, it was extremely hard. I ran all over town to try to get my phone fixed. It was just DEAD DEAD. Yup, in the end, I had to get a new one! with my own $ -_- very sadly.
But it was a blessing, cause there were completely no stocks for iphones. But the lady kindly gave me one of their low stocks cause my phone was just dead DEAD. Something to be thankful about.
This just means, i gotta work moreeeeeee :/
I was just praying w Josh & YJ ystd that, even though things dont go the way we want it to be, eg: results/plans. We should still turn back and say Thank You Lord. Thank You. & I've been very blessed by pretty good results and also doing well for ftt. Its obviously easy to thank God for that. But what about the times where we just get so angry, so upset with Him for things that just dont go our way. In my case, today.
Settling myself down from the commotion this morning, I can sit down, calmly saying: Thank You God. Now, take your place, be the center of my life. Help me to make sure that nothing else matters. & You are my life.
:)
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