What a beautiful Saturday spent with mummy. Talked about so many things, like how real reality is. Talking about issues close to our heart, close to our family. Im glad we're so open about it and how what mummy said got me thinking so much! Im so blessed with such a beautiful mother, I thank God.
So we got our future worked out for tim & i today. Im gonna walk the UOL path. Super hard to accept but nothing's ever easy. Its like, I either
- Enjoy my undergrad program and earn lesser in the future (probably suffer financially)
- Study hard now so I've something to at least fall back on. If I intend to stay in sg i've to go this way.
Though I thought I might go overseas, everyone in the family is so happy to push me overseas, but i'd really love to stay here. Even though living in sg can be so tough....
So, yep, thats a brief summary of my thoughts. But Im glad after 2 months of thinking through all these, i've finally come to a decision and most importantly got support from the family especially mummy. She gave tim and i money today, she even said she'd feed me until I work. I was super touched when I heard that, & that's why I'd want to always remind myself to set aside my pay for the family in the future.
I still cant believe an 18 year old girl like me would have to make such decisions now. Okay I mean, I just got my O level results last year. Its still unbelievable for me. Everyone's happy doing their diploma course soon. But nonetheless, God be the center of it all! So gonna mug super hard for the last few semesters and then do my bridging and go for the Aug/Sept intake :)
Thank You for such a day dear God
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