February

How time flies. Submissions are finally over. Ever so grateful that yx is always there to offer a hand. Yesterday we chiong-ed everything nearly by ourselves cause we've super unproductive group mates. Like we were at diff computers and as if we were in an office sending docs and trying to help each other edit stuff.

I seriously dont even think I deserve 25%, so do they? I mean sometimes I need to stop being so soft hearted. & guess who tells me not to be so soft hearted but tells me I should just give them 25%? YX. whattt, srsly!!

Anyway, I really hate hate hate super hate 830am lessons. I reach school at 9-915. I needa do smth about it. I actually ignore my alarm, actually, i dont even hear it -__- Sigh ):
God please open my ears to Your word, Your voice, Your call and my alarm ^^v!

Time to start studying for exams before I start getting so stressed and going crazy ):!
We dont have our usual 1.5 weeks of study break cause of the cny hols = IM GONNA GO MAD SOON

Life is so tough ): signed some of me & tim's insurance stuff this aftnn & it really made me think a lot about my future. I need to have a stable job to pay off these kinda thing, give $ to my parents and my grandma too. There are so many things I wanna do, but i dont know if I can. Im so scared. Is this all part of growing up? So this is what reality means? I guess. 

But.. Help me learn to put it all in Your hands. 

& have faith in You